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Final apologiesI've seen the hurt  in every line you write.  What I did was wrong,  
but neither of us were right.   
I'm no longer bitter,  as you obviously are,  but please remember  the apple doesn't fall far.   
I take full responsibility  for a mistake among friends;  about which you'd never know  if I hadn't tried to make amends.   
Simply an attempt to fix  the trust that I broke  please know you were not  the only butt of that 'joke'   
We all did wrong,  so don't point blame  and don't give up on a friend;  you know his name.  &nb Final apologies
by ~DorothyJ
Temporary saviorI'm talking to you now  'cause I have no one else  and I know that you'll listen  
to the problems within myself   
I'm gonna tell it all  every untold truth  and I know that it will die  along with you   
Here it is  all I've done wrong  all the people I've hurt  
for so long   
They have no idea  all the secrets I hide  or that behind every smile  was another reason to lie   
I hurt a good friend  when I was drunk one night  I wanted to get even  so I kissed another guy   
Because he ignored me  and I felt unlove Temporary savior
by ~DorothyJ
Of oneOf drunken fathers  and weakened mothers  and children who can't tell  one love from another.   
Of blind mothers  and abusive men  and children who knew  only what they've seen.   
Of uncaring people  who judge their lives hard,  forgetting the children  
whose minds are gone.   
Of one child  
without a home,  without a family  and without a soul.   
Of children long forgotten,  their innocence wilting away.  So in search of their childhoods  that they forget about today.   
Of kids searching for understanding  i Of one
by ~DorothyJ
Illusions of happinessHappiness is ours  to take for the choosing.  Either way,  it's all an illusion.  
 
All the rules  we never follow.  All the pride  
we've learned to swallow.   
All caught up  in society's decay.  Chasing after  what pushes away.   
Falling just short  when trying to measure up.  We give it our all  but it's never enough.   
Striving to be normal,  but don't know what that is.  Constantly we're searching  
for what may not exist.   
So damn tired of hurting  when we dare to fall.  Yet do others the same &nbs Illusions of happiness
by ~DorothyJ
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BlueI cross the bridge of life,  Burning it as I go.  And I gaze across  The slumbering, blue menace below.   
I drink to a blue oblivion.   
I let grow within me,  With that one glance,  The need to careen  Into the glistening, blue expanse.   
I drink myself into a blue oblivion.   
Is true life hiding  Under that blue, liquid sky?  Or is that life  
Just another lie?   
I drink to a blue oblivion.   
Finally, my depression  And my reasoning conspire  To feed fuel  To this overwhelming desire.   
I jerk the wheel, &n Blue
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the song i mentionedDiffuse the light from closed eyes  rapture her beating pulse that never dies  tightly grasping for nothing to swallow down  purge her soul...happiness found   
peeling away from existance by shed  reach for the emptiness that isnt fed  crawl below us for breathing sake  beauty is skin deep.. whats underneath is fake   
   look for her shadow that isnt there  amazing how she's as thin as air  beaten by critics and hollowed by shame  now shes deserving of all the fame  disbeliefe she's this way  it what she had to do  deathly figure  made all for you the song i mentioned
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Repeat Thy Sin
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Girl in the MirrorThere's a girl in the mirror  her eyes are filled with tears  she's sitting in her room all alone  being consumed by all her inner fears.   
She used to always smile  through the glass out towards the world  she used to be one of the happy few  but now she's just another lonely girl.   
I sit infront of the glass  watching and trying to find  any clue to what went wrong in her life  and what's now running through her mind.     She slowly begins to fade  since to depression she gave in  but I keep sitting here waiting  hoping this is a battle she can Girl in the Mirror
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Devious Journal Entry

Wed Jul 30, 2008, 7:26 AM
Brianna Nicole: Born May 6, 2008 @ 1:20 pm. 6lbs. 12oz. 20 inches long.

I realize this is a little late, but she's been keeping me pretty busy. She's finally sleeping through the night, which means more rest for Andy and I. I like being a mom, it's definitely a different experience. I didn't realize I could love anyone so much! We had her pictures done last week and I was going to try to post one on here, but I haven't a clue how to do it. Anyways, for those interested, here's the link:

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I'm pretty sure that'll take you right to it. Well, I gotta get off here for now. TTYL!

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  • Current Residence: Missouri
  • Interests: reading,writing,basketball,sleeping,talking on msn,hanging out with friends,collecting LOTR stuffs
  • Favourite band or musician: Goo Goo Dolls, Linkin Park,Chevelle,Three Days Grace,G-n-R,Beach Boys,Snow Patrol,Green Day, etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: not country!
  • Favourite poet or writer: ~kodyparton04, ~arthman, ~falsifier, ~WhAtUDiDnTCrEaTe, ~cocky-gurlie
  • Favourite game: LOTR MONOPOLY
  • Personal Quote: The only person worth your tears would never make you cry

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~WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE Nov 25, 2008, 9:50:57 PM
hey you, where have you gone? i miss your comments on my writing lol. hope everything is going good. take care.

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~DorothyJ Nov 26, 2008, 7:07:41 AM
Sorry, it's hard to find time to be online anymore with a little one. I also just moved on Saturday and so have been busy for the past few months packing and now unpacking. Oh yeah, and I'm a single mom now. Things could be better, but I have a beautiful daughter to show for it all which makes it all worthwhile at least. I hope things are going good for you. I'm flattered that you've missed me! I don't think anyone else does or would care. It seems I've lost all my friends, or should I say fraudulent-friends. Apparently they were never really friends to me at all at any point in time and I just didn't realize it. Whatever, they can all go to hell.
Sorry, had to vent. Anyways, I'll try to find the time to comment on some of your latest ones as soon as I get a chance. Take care and hope you have a happy thanksgiving. ttyl.

Dorothy

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~WhAtUDiDnTCrEatE Nov 26, 2008, 9:32:28 AM
yeah i understand. things for me have been real busy and I've been struggling with money. If you don't mind me asking what happened with Andy? I've managed to stay single for the last 2 years now and get involved in a lot of bullshit with girls along the way. congrats on the baby though since i was too busy with my own shit to say it before.
of course i've missed you. you have been one of my biggest supporters for for the past like 4 or 5 years now lol. and the support has somewhat helped me through some tough times in my life. so i do want you to know i appreciated it. I'm always here if you ever need to talk or vent though. i hope you have a good Thanksgiving too! :hug:

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Just tell it you didn't play with it because you were out getting stoned... It'll understand
|M|A|S|T|U|R|B|A|T|I|O|N| Your Anti-Drug

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Mood: Lazy ~honnelore Aug 8, 2006, 10:35:17 PM
We have to go have dinner some night or go play bingo! I don't have your number, but I have Andy's. So far I'm free Saturday after about 2:00!
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~cocky-gurlie Jun 13, 2006, 8:22:54 AM
'SLEEP SOUNDLY, LITTLE ONE!!!' :lmao:


~D

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~cocky-gurlie Apr 5, 2006, 5:47:18 AM
I'm glad we get to talk again. All that other bullshit wasn't worth losing touch. But hey, looks like neither of us have to worry about that now, do we?

**I wish DA had a delete button so I could delete my last couple of comments on your page... DAmn the man!**

TTYL,

~D

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~DorothyJ Apr 10, 2006, 5:49:42 PM
Lol! I know what you mean!

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The only person worth your tears would never make you cry...


It's not a promise until it's scrawled in ink. .....LOOK!!!
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~cocky-gurlie Apr 12, 2006, 5:24:16 AM
They should really develop an "unsend" button to alleviate that "OH &@$#" feeling.

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~DorothyJ Apr 12, 2006, 4:58:50 PM
Yeah, I agree....it would also be nice to be able to have one of those in real life, too, you know?


~D

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The only person worth your tears would never make you cry...


It's not a promise until it's scrawled in ink. .....LOOK!!!
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